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<figure id="figure-n168454akmrmxecqv"><img id="n168454akmrmxecqv" src="https://cdn.durable.co/covers/6aw8WHLkON3NKLtpc1sLPINFfrDQ3JlAHjORIoVXVso0ZhNSEJoDGBhmiMXi9U6Z.png" alt="" title="" class="object-cover bg-gray-100 " style="aspect-ratio: 16/9; object-position: 50% 45%;" data-corners="default" data-aspect="16:9" data-caption="" data-positionx="50%" data-positiony="45%" data-fullwidth="false" data-mce-src="https://cdn.durable.co/covers/6aw8WHLkON3NKLtpc1sLPINFfrDQ3JlAHjORIoVXVso0ZhNSEJoDGBhmiMXi9U6Z.png" data-mce-style="aspect-ratio: 16/9; object-position: 50% 45%;"></figure>I'm currently writing a book that is what I call a 'Greatest Hits' of universal truths. It's meant for people who are curious about metaphysical concepts, though they may not even use that word. Basically, it's for seekers of truths--the BIG ones.. like 'Why are we here?' 'Is there a Heaven?' 'Why is life hard?' and a few bonus tracks like 'What's the deal with astrology?'&nbsp; All those universal wonderings that we all dip into without thinking about it throughout our mundane lives. I've been a seeker my entire life. As a kid, I was always wondering about the 'truth' of the world, and what the adults in power were hiding... like about what's really possible for us. As a young woman, I read The Seth Material and did research on modalities such as Matrix Energetics, quantum jumping, The Silva method, radionics, and all these systems that promise power over our physical circumstances. And I was absolutely CONVINCED that we didn't have to suffer so-called 'incurable' diseases, or accept that with age comes inevitable deterioration. It just didn't make sense to me!&nbsp;It the past 3 years, I feel that my search for universal truths has finally come to a head. Information just kept coming that felt relevant and important to share. And I have found, through listening to many channelers, psychics, subtle energy workers, and even through downloads given to me while I slipped into the astral world, that there are definitive answers to these big questions we humans ask ourselves. None of the information is 'new,' per se. There is nothing new under the sun. But I am attempting to write this anthology that provides healing truths surrounding difficult things. As I write, I am sincerely hoping the book finds its way to the people who are hurting, and wanting so badly to find answers to their everyday pain. I will update occasionally, so keep watching this space!

My Book, 'Zoom Out! (and consider these healing truths)'

<figure id="figure-ftdgn7n40xmqhn5roh"><img id="ftdgn7n40xmqhn5roh" src="https://cdn.durable.co/blocks/32gPhL2KQwuMwQUi0XyOpCFZ3OebH6qrnLOxhPslFuvJpm9PXCr79TQBQRrH92Gu.png" alt="" title="" class="object-cover bg-gray-100 " style="aspect-ratio: 16/9; object-position: center center;" data-corners="default" data-aspect="16:9" data-caption="" data-positionx="undefined" data-positiony="undefined" data-fullwidth="false" data-mce-src="https://cdn.durable.co/blocks/32gPhL2KQwuMwQUi0XyOpCFZ3OebH6qrnLOxhPslFuvJpm9PXCr79TQBQRrH92Gu.png" data-mce-style="aspect-ratio: 16/9; object-position: center center;"></figure>So I made an entire page about this on my website already, my plans for a short film that will pave the way for a feature-length movie about the Afterlife. It's plain as day to me, that there are a ton of motivated and dedicated Afterlife researchers--people who wish to bring comfort to people around their grief, to let them know that death is not the end. Over and over, I keep hearing that those who have passed from this earh desperately want us to know that: 1) They are NOT gone, no matter how much it feels like they are. And, that 2) WE ARE NEVER ALONE.&nbsp;And this second part has come through in my own quantum healings, as well, by my guides and higher self when they offer insight into my internal struggle. As much as it may feel that you are extremely and dismally alone, (as I have felt SO much in my life), the reality is that our guides are always around, and those who love us who have passed away are always around. And it bothers them so much that we are always feeling alone. In particular, our loved ones who have 'died' are in fact, so present with us, that they are pained to see us falling to pieces as though they are gone. From the extensive research I have done, it is clear that while the 'spirit' realms are filled with light and joy, emotional pain does exist over there. And it is usually tied to the unhappiness and grief that attaches them to the living. They are constantly trying to reach people, to tell them they are still here.Story time: Many years ago, I removed a Facebook friend for claiming that the spirit of Robin Williams was talking to her, and told her to tell everyone that 'he didn't kill himself.'&nbsp; I just remember thinking she was delusional. Like, Yeah right! If the ghost of Robin Williams is really floating around somewhere out there, why would he talk to YOU of all people?&nbsp; How narcissistic is this person that they really think a freshly-dead celebrity has a message that only they can relay to people?Well... (and I'm not saying she was telling the truth for sure) I have come to know that indeed, those who have left the physical realm will talk to ANYONE who can hear them. And those people are often psychic, or are in a state where they can hear them. I don't even think they go around looking for psychics, they are naturally drawn to them. In the case of Robin Williams, particularly, I've heard from many mediums that he has come through to talk to them, and he is just always joking around. One even said he told a sex joke: 'I have sex almost every day! On Monday I almost had sex, on Tuesday I almost had sex, on Wednesday.... etc'&nbsp; 😂I digress a bit. The point I'm trying to make here, is that as long as we keep these ideas to ourselves, or on a small blog or niche podcast somewhere (I watch Mara and NextLevelSoul as much as anyone), we are never going to reach the broader public with this uplifting and crucial message. I think we need to be making major motion pictures that will speak to people on a spiritual level. Because there are almost no positive portrayals of the spirit world out there; it's all horror and scary stuff, with rare exceptions. So, I propose we change that. I'm not sure exactly how I will become part of this, but I'm a grandiose person, and I believe that angels and higher dimensional beings help those whose intention is to spread truths that will heal people.&nbsp;The film idea I spoke of that has its own page here, mentions a two-way type of communication where the focus isn't just on the physical humans trying to reach loved ones on the spirit plane, but also on the efforts and discoveries made by the 'deceased' to make contact. The research shows that it IS a two-way process. The Timestream Spirit group that spoke to Mark Macy and his team had to learn how to build stations in the astral realm in order for their communications to reach earth--so that they could make their miraculous contact by phone, computer, and television. In Sonia Rinaldi's work, she talks about newer spirits having to learn to focus their energy in order to make contact, and that clarity of the communications depends highly on the skill level of the spirit. Physical mediums such as Leslie Flint are able to create a 'voice box' for spiritual beings to speak through because they produce an abundance of ectoplasm, a substance necessary to manifest spiritual phenomena like voices, apports, and materialization. The Scole Experiment team has said that amount of electromagnetic energy within the area of contact matters, too. There are just so many factors going into spiritual communication, that it really seems to me like its own kind of science.And it is this intersection of spirit and science that I think this new class of spiritual movies needs to explore.&nbsp;

We Need to Enter the Public Consciousness with the Truth about the Afterlife

So, I've been following the work of these titans in the metaphysics/consciousness/afterlife community. People like Richard Martini, Sonia Rinaldi, Victor Zammit, and Mark Macy. I've enjoyed perusing the content available on each of their platforms; but the thing that gets me is that these researchers aren't necessarily in conversation with one another regularly, and I thought it would be great if there was a forum dedicated to host these conversations between thought leaders where regular people could also contribute.I admit that I'm probably not the one who should be in charge of such a forum, but I just went ahead and prototyped a forum on freeforums.net. I've called it 'Consciousness Connect,' in the spirit of bringing all consciousness researchers together. I've made an initial post. Now, maybe I can get up the courage to actually reach out to people and ask them to join!!&nbsp; Even if the forum doesn't work out, it can still be a prototype for someone else to take up the flag and host a proper forum elsewhere that will bring people in.If you'd like, you can make a free account and join Consciousness Connect. See you there!<a data-mce-href="https://consciousnessconnect.freeforums.net/" href="https://consciousnessconnect.freeforums.net/" data-mce-selected="inline-boundary">https://consciousnessconnect.freeforums.net/</a>

I Made a Forum to Get Metaphysical Thought Leaders Talking to Each other

Did you know that everything, from that plant in your living room to the cells of your body and even inanimate objects, all has Consciousness?I have to admit I didn't either. I had the sense that there was an 'intelligence' that permeated all things, and that was why outcomes can be guided by conscious intent. A Japanese researcher named Masaru Emoto became famous for proving that plants respond to intentions. He took two identical plants. To one, he spoke encouragingly and lovingly. To the other, he shouted epithets and hateful things. The plant that received love grew strong and vibrant while the 'hated' plant withered away. Emoto also proved that water has the ability to store vibrations within its molecules, so it can be 'programmed' with certain intent and it will absorb it like memory foam. These are water molecules programmed with various things like peace, gratitude and even 'you fool.' As you can see, the negative things create a more chaotic structure, while the positive things like wisdom are harmonized and symmetrical.<figure id="figure-khk4bpu1amp7xpu4c" class=""><img id="khk4bpu1amp7xpu4c" src="https://cdn.durable.co/blocks/3aYSxCDrBFBplwG50twcScIQ7nHj2cQNTv3lIZB0J968JSRTJINgqd5Fob7Xl3Od.jpg" alt="" title="" class="object-cover bg-gray-100 " style="aspect-ratio: 3/2; object-position: 50% 35%;" data-corners="default" data-aspect="3:2" data-caption="" data-positionx="50%" data-positiony="35%" data-fullwidth="false" data-mce-src="https://cdn.durable.co/blocks/3aYSxCDrBFBplwG50twcScIQ7nHj2cQNTv3lIZB0J968JSRTJINgqd5Fob7Xl3Od.jpg" data-mce-style="aspect-ratio: 3/2; object-position: 50% 35%;"></figure>Emoto's experiments show that all matter responds to conscious intention. Knowing this, we can surmise that all matter is intelligent. If we can use a material that is especially respondent to consciousness, it could be used in an interface for controlling devices meant to heal or anything else. For example, it's known that certain crystals are good for absorbing and directing conscious energy. We could start there when planning to create such devices.&nbsp;

EVERYTHING HAS CONSCIOUSNESS

Francesca Thoman&nbsp;is a visionary medium who began channeling Serbian inventor, Nikola Tesla, in 1995. She has published 5 books of insights from the famed scientist which contain much information about the nature of reality and the Universe! She says that the concepts are so big that Nikola has to wrack her entire vocabulary to be able to voice them through our limited human perspective. I personally have read a couple of these books, and can attest that they are very dense and advanced reading. I have a hard time understanding it, myself, but it is quite literally a treasure trove of knowledge for those who thirst to know about universal truths.Some excerpts from these channelings are available on Thoman's website, like this gem from Volume 1:<blockquote>“Time came before space. Time allows physicality to exist by allowing process, and thus information. Time also creates uniqueness of location, the individuation of the Heisenberg uncertainties into multiple realities and specific individuation of conscious experiences… space would not exist without the inexorable forward motion of time as is experienced by all macro-systems, starting with the atoms and molecules within structure.”</blockquote>Check out more on Francesca's channelings here: <a data-mce-href="https://nikolateslachanneled.com/" href="https://nikolateslachanneled.com/">https://nikolateslachanneled.com/</a><figure id="figure-t0joeay2pmno7q4i8" class=""><img id="t0joeay2pmno7q4i8" src="https://cdn.durable.co/blocks/12RBkb29WI1qV25AJ6XpNA0n4vVkRgTsaWkk51dNAy8pQ3IMKcsKyAyetRtanWq2.png" alt="" title="" class="object-cover bg-gray-100 " style="aspect-ratio: 3/2; object-position: undefined% 35%;" data-corners="default" data-aspect="3:2" data-caption="" data-positionx="undefined%" data-positiony="35%" data-fullwidth="false" data-mce-src="https://cdn.durable.co/blocks/12RBkb29WI1qV25AJ6XpNA0n4vVkRgTsaWkk51dNAy8pQ3IMKcsKyAyetRtanWq2.png" data-mce-style="aspect-ratio: 3/2; object-position: undefined% 35%;"></figure>

Nikola Tesla Channeled by Francesca Thoman

<figure id="figure-grhc9xl3esmm641b1w" class=""><img id="grhc9xl3esmm641b1w" src="https://cdn.durable.co/blocks/9YYB4bYkxjJ4ctN0SQapK1wmGzDL0c1bdoqtnrdNevNA06ouLTFczwSidb8KsUiT.png" alt="" title="" class="object-cover bg-gray-100 " style="aspect-ratio: 16/9; object-position: undefined undefined;" data-corners="default" data-aspect="16:9" data-caption="I was a mentally unwell walrus addict and failed artist who was consumed by metaphysical woo woo stuff." data-positionx="undefined" data-positiony="undefined" data-fullwidth="false" data-mce-src="https://cdn.durable.co/blocks/9YYB4bYkxjJ4ctN0SQapK1wmGzDL0c1bdoqtnrdNevNA06ouLTFczwSidb8KsUiT.png" data-mce-style="aspect-ratio: 16/9; object-position: undefined undefined;"><figcaption class="body-normal text-gray-500 mt-2">I was a mentally unwell walrus addict and failed artist who was consumed by metaphysical woo woo stuff.</figcaption></figure>So, it's kind of a long aimless story, but I wanted to do a bit of an autobiographical post because it's usually the 'weird' people who get into metaphysics and consciousness studies, and it's worth examining the wayward kind of social reject path that tends to lead us this way.I am a near middle-age woman who is generally seen as an outlier to society, a stereotypical drifter, as it were. I grew up with lots of mental illnesses including autism, adhd, ocd, depression and anxiety, and the trauma of going through all of that unsupported also gave me borderline personality disorder (people are always surprised but this is actually how it works.)I also had these amazing ideas from early childhood about the true nature of reality and the universe. I was absolutely convinced that reality was hackable, and that the adults around me were far too willing to accept that bad things just 'happen,' and we have no power over them. I developed ideas in my head of devices that could heal any type of disease instantly. I was hung up on wanting to make an anti-gravity broomstick that the kids at my school could play quidditch on (so obviously I was very pragmatic even at that age). Other 'impossible' ideas consumed me daily; as I sat staring out the bus window, the thoughts would flow from one area to another. For some reason, my thought process and creativity were always tied to motion, so being in a moving vehicle like a car, plane, bus, or even roller coaster, gave me a creative high of an unexplainable sort. I have a theory on why that is, but I'll save that for another time. My parents became more and more disappointed in me. Once considered a gifted child, they were filled with hope for what I might do in the future. As it became evident that my anxiety and other issues were keeping me from taking risks or applying myself, they started asking what happened and 'why I wasn't doing anything.' I don't know. I think life was so traumatic for me that I just spent all my time coping. I just wasn't very happy at all, and don't even think I know what happiness feels like, if I'm being honest.<figure id="figure-ahjd1cuyc3mmq0q7po" class=""><img id="ahjd1cuyc3mmq0q7po" src="https://cdn.durable.co/blocks/38Wm4qn8Y1B5bfOiN7aXxWaBLCz3gg7qwNha0Orhj0Oa3yX0hz55pz128gLMN3e2.jpg" alt="" title="" class="object-cover bg-gray-100 " style="aspect-ratio: 3/2; object-position: undefined% 15%;" data-corners="default" data-aspect="3:2" data-caption="This is a zine I made to distribute to self-suspecting autistic people" data-positionx="undefined%" data-positiony="15%" data-fullwidth="false" data-mce-src="https://cdn.durable.co/blocks/38Wm4qn8Y1B5bfOiN7aXxWaBLCz3gg7qwNha0Orhj0Oa3yX0hz55pz128gLMN3e2.jpg" data-mce-style="aspect-ratio: 3/2; object-position: undefined% 15%;"><figcaption class="body-normal text-gray-500 mt-2">This is a zine I made to distribute to self-suspecting autistic people</figcaption></figure>As I got older, the struggle to keep up as a developmentally disabled young woman got tougher and sadder. I was consumed by self-hatred for what I percieved as my failure to be a normal person who can drive, date, and have a job. I retreated into what I called 'the impossible secret technology' as a coping mechanism for not being all that I should've been. As the mental pain grew, I developed suicidal urges. My obsessions were now looked at as a symptom of my illness, but I could not leave off of the fixation with impossible technology to save my life. It was literally saving my life, because without it, I did not want to be alive anymore. Only the hope of one day finding out universal secrets to hacking reality gave me any hope in this hopeless existence. That may seem extreme, but it's where I was at by that point. While other girls went on dates, I was holed up in my room, reading The Seth Material and doing research about the more fringe experiments of Nikola Tesla. I locked onto any modality that claimed it was possible to change your physical appearance with your mind, as I had the worst body dysmorphia you could possibly imagine. My life was *a wreck*, and I was truly miserable. You've heard of the dark night of the soul? Well, I see the entire 2 decades between 18 and the present as my dark night of the soul.At my lowest point, I self-published a book to Amazon that is a self-described 'scream into cyberspace' as well as a desperate attempt to help educate people about what unsupported autism does to adults like me. It was published under a pseudonym to protect me against toxic people in my life who call me a liar about my autism and are obsessed with bringing me down because they don't believe it's possible to self-diagnose autism (It literally is the only option for some of us (mainly women) who were missed in childhood because we didn't present stereotypically.) Please buy the book if you want to support my efforts. It's 2.99 on Amazon, and every sale helps. <a data-mce-href="https://www.amazon.com/Autistic-Adults-Are-Not-Okay-ebook/dp/B0CKYY8GSX" href="https://www.amazon.com/Autistic-Adults-Are-Not-Okay-ebook/dp/B0CKYY8GSX">https://www.amazon.com/Autistic-Adults-Are-Not-Okay-ebook/dp/B0CKYY8GSX</a>I was jobless, depressed and lost as to how to create a normal life after so many years lost to mental illness and my fixation. I had also picked up other fixations along the way, including food addiction, unnatural attractions to specific people and specific animals (walrus). Between indulging in these fixations, I put all my focus into trying to scrounge up a real life for myself. I came to see my metaphysical obsession as a type of crack, distracting me momentarily from my self-hatred and hopelessness of my life. I knew I was what society regarded as a loser. I didn't know what to do but try to pull the pieces together and kick the impossible technology habit to the curb. I just didn't know where it fit in anymore. I wasn't even a scientist or engineer, so how was I going to invent reality-bending devices? I jumped from art to trying to learn coding, to picking up random work wherever I could. None of it was enough to sustain me, and all of it burnt me out to the point of physical exhaustion.&nbsp; I couldn't focus on anything, so I was always planning big ambitious projects and forgetting about them. As everything fell apart, I found metaphysics again, and this time I was discovering nothing but affirmation that everything I'd suspected about reality being 'hackable' was absolutely true. It really started when I stumbled on Richard Martini's afterlife forum, which I referenced in other posts. I learned from the material on his forum that there appear to be some hard truths about the nature of reincarnation and consciousness. Again, zeroing in on consciousness being the focal point of our power as humans. From there, I read lots of books on the nature of reality and about our purpose as souls (Martini doesn't like that word, but it's still used frequently). Then, the information on healing modalities like quantum healing hypnosis technique just fell into my lap. Here were real, dependable energy modalities that physically heal people, and it was just as accessible as making a clinic appointment! I was on a roll with reading and learning in ways that far surpassed my expectations, and did not rely on the vagueness of systems like Tarot and Wicca, which I think of as petty distractions.&nbsp;I am still learning so much, and all the information is healing my soul. I have a huge reading list of books by experts like Dolores Cannon, who pioneered QHHT, and who wrote on the many sessions she's had with clients who have been healed through her quantum healing technique. I think I keep going back to QHHT because it's the closest thing to miraculous I have encountered on my metaphysical search. There is much more to come, but I will leave it here because I just feel like I am closer than ever to finding 'The Truth' about our human experiences and the power we have over them if we allow ourselves to seek beyond what we are conditioned to believe in.What makes me so dangerous now, as an instigator and as an aspiring future technologist, is that I have nothing left to lose. I have utter contempt for society for sidelining me when I had such good intentions. And yet the impulse to help people is there; I just need to stay strong against the onslaught of hate and naysayers. I encourage everyone who believes we can make it to a better future to stay strong too.

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EVERYTHING HAS CONSCIOUSNESS

Nikola Tesla Channeled by Francesca Thoman

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